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[23 Feb 2003|08:24pm] |
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Comment and I'll probably add you. I just like my privacy and I like to know who reads my journal.
xoxo
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| Good day today |
[14 Feb 2003|04:02pm] |
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Partay in aerobics, got lots of flowers and valentine candy from people [yay! feel the love], lunch was good, math went by fast, acting was lots of fun.
Debbie dropped my off at home and I've been on hte phone with Robyn for the past hour.
Now I need to jump in the shower and get ready for tonight.
Denny's, what what!
So strange- now I'm finally in, the Party has begun.
It's not like I can't feel you still.
But strange- what I will leave behind.
You call me one more time but now I must be leaving
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[13 Feb 2003|11:34pm] |
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...the other side of the galaxy... |
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I really like who I am right now.
I haven't been able to say that with so much self-approval in a LONG time.
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| Well |
[13 Feb 2003|11:24pm] |
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The play was awesome tonight, reportedly better than last night. Everything went very smoothly...make-up's never been quicker, the warm up was on-time, yeah. It was also a very interesting night, in terms of...a lot of stuff. Yeah.
I did not use umbrellas, so I got soaking wet, heard lots of interesting gossip, heard about people talking about me behind my back, and got told that I was going to get raped.
And then, since Mike was giving me a ride home, I went with Deep, Derek, Ryan [Ross], Pat Riley, Kirk, Dan, Eric, Linda and Mike to Jack In the Box afterwards.
I repeat, interesting night.
I'll be at school tomorrow. Afterwards, I'm going to the Highlands to get food, most likely, so whoever wants to come can. I have to be back at school around 5:15, though.
And then Denny's. That'll be interesting.
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| I'm so fucking sick |
[13 Feb 2003|09:50am] |
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by the woods by the woods by the woods by the woods |
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and so fucking pissed off. I can't breathe or move or think or use my vocal chords. And I HAVE to get better for tonight. and tomorrow night. Thank god for the 4 day weekend.
Jealousy is a BAD emotion, folks.
And now I am done, and will go fall over.
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[12 Feb 2003|11:52pm] |
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she had a January world
so many storms not right somehow
how a lion becomes a mouse
by the woods by the woods by the woods by the woods
but I have to get to Texas said I have to get to Texas
and I'll give away my blue, blue dress
black dove, black dove
you're not a helicopter you're not a cop-out either
honey black dove black dove
you don't need a space ship they don't know you've already lived
on the other side of the galaxy the other side of
the other side of the galaxy
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| OH.MY.GOD. |
[12 Feb 2003|10:51pm] |
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dude looks like a lady |
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THEY WERE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!
Everything went perfectly. EVERYONE was SO nice to me, no one was late, no one fucked up, the cast was QUIET, Selena was a dear, the audience loved it...everything went SO well.
I was so happy I cried.
And they all call me Jesus, lol.
I could not be any more exhausted. And my sickness level went up again. It's okay, I'm running on an adrenaline high.
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[12 Feb 2003|04:52pm] |
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Newsies Soundtrack - Santa Fe |
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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
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| JEWS! |
[12 Feb 2003|03:12pm] |
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HEBREW HIGH WAS CANCELLED TODAY BECAUSE OF THE RAIN!!!!
HAHAHA
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| Hello |
[11 Feb 2003|11:37pm] |
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Today was....crazy, kind of scary, but everything turned out well in the end. Thanks, Sara, for being wonderful and kind and caring and I just love you.
After school, got coffee with Avalon and Oliver to keep us up through the rest of the day. Came home, checked stuff, showered, got ready, had crazy printer trouble, then Oliver picked me up. I helped with make-up and sign in shit, and opening night was off.
I wore my boots 'cause I thought it was going to rain [it didn't, luckily], but I realized they were fucking loud so I asked Meghann to switch shoes with me. That was fine, but her sandals have no tread, so that was a problem. I ended up [embarrassingly enough] asking Pat Riley if I could borrow his shoes for the night [which I did] and he thought I was weird, but he loves me so it was good. And I didn't fall once.
The house was full enough for satisfaction, but the audience was either dumb, extremely tired, or lacked any sort of attention span. They could have been better. Some lines were skipped, a cue was missed, but it was fine; the audience probably had no idea. There were llike 6 gazillion people waiting in the lobby afterwards. I've never seen so many people wait in there. Anyway, got closer to a few new friends, got lots of hugs and good wished for tomorrow. The show ended at 10:30. That's as long as fucking Iceman was. Chris, Oliver, Kirk and I waited 'til everyone was gone, Chris and Oli put up notes to the cast, and Oliver dropped us all off and Kirk and I wished them both a hearty farewell. I hope they have an awesome trip.
Tomorrow's going to be hell, but I think I can manage, as long as I get up ontime.
Good night.
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| I'm SO unbelieveably fucked |
[10 Feb 2003|10:04pm] |
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give me my money back I want my money back |
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Rehearsal was awesome today, for me at least. I had shitloads of fun, even though people wouldn't fucking shut up and Justin missed his cue.
Now I have another call board to make, all the names to write in, a 6 page document to read and take notes on for history, like 200pages of crime and punishment [sparknotes...duh] and two pages of notes or something like that on the reading. All this before tomorrow. I should have told Oliver to get me coffee tonight instead of tomorrow.
OMG OMG OMG Coldplay's coming HERE!!!! June 6th---a Tuesday. Fuck.
I NEED to go. Presale starts tomorrow. Ehhhh!
I'm so fucking exhausted. Chris isn't goign to school tomorrow; that lucky little bitch.
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| Cramps suck |
[10 Feb 2003|04:32pm] |
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and stuff.
So today was fine. Could have been better, but whatever. I have rehearsal today at 6 [no Hebrew, whoo hoo] and then I have to come home and do work.
Now I need to do some history and shit, yeah.
Show opens tomorrow.
All of my friends [who aren't in the play] better fucking go. Reserve your tickets online, y'alls. The play's really good. There's hot people in it. [hahahaha]
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[09 Feb 2003|06:32pm] |
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Though I can't change what has happened, I can choose how to react. And I don't want to spend the rest of my life being bitter and locked up
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| Hello ::yawn:: |
[09 Feb 2003|03:44pm] |
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Woke up around 10 today, ate, got ready and went to the Highlands to get some stuff, then got dropped off at school for rehearsal in the dark. It went almost perfectly. It was pretty cool, actually.
Everyone sprawled out across the chairs, people brought pillows, we closed all the doors, pulled the black curtains tight so little light came in, turned off all the lights, and the actors recited the play. It took an hour and 55 minutes, so basically the whole play should run about 2 hours and 5 or ten minutes. Avalon and I lay out on her sleeping bag. She fell asleep a few times, it was funny.
Oliver and I put name tags on the lockers and then he, Avalon, Chris and I got Jamba Juice. Now I'm home and I just got bitched at 'cause I have to miss Hebrew all this week and Wednesday of next week and my dad keeps saying 'you may have to tell Oliver you can't make it' and he's stupid and I'm fucking pissed off. What a fucking hypocrite. I make a fucking commitment and he's always bitching to me about how I need to take responsibility for the commitments I make and now he's telling me I can't?
Fucking bitch.
Anyway, I'm pissy and I'm tired and you, with your little crap, shut the fuck up. "No one marks you."
Look at the earth from outer space
everyone has found a place
give me time and give me space
give me real; don't give me fake
give me strength reserve control
give me heart and give me soul
give me time; give us a kiss
tell me your politik
and open up your eyes
open up your eyes
open up your eyes
open up your eyes
give me one 'cause one is best
in confusion confidence
give me peace of mind and trust
don't forget the rest of us
give me strength reserve control
give me heart and give me soul
wounds that heal and cracks that fix
tell me your politik
and open up your eyes
open up your eyes
open up your eyes
open up your eyes
just open up your eyes
oh give me love over
love over
love over this...
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| I'm so fucking tired. |
[08 Feb 2003|10:02pm] |
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But it's a really good tired.
For once I actually feel like I'm in high school...this past month. Yeah.
So I woke up at 9:30ish and got ready for the day, speedwalked to rehersal and got there early. Helped with make-up, which I enjoyed. Got pretty friendly with Pat Lesley all day during rehersal; Riley, too. It was interesting.
Anyway, it was completely exhausting and I got kind of pissy towards the end 'cause people wouldn't fucking shut up ::cough::dancers::cough:: and other people were CONSTANTLY like, touching me and huging me and Jesus Christ, get the fuck away. Take a fucking hint. Go away.
ANYWAY, so I decided to go Souplantaion because I needed food, so like half the cast ended up going and it was a lot of fun. We all bonded over our hatred of Ryan. We pretty much got kicked out of Souplantation, so we fucked around outside, and then a small group of people stayed in, which I eventually joined. We had some cool conversation, then I realized Oliver left and all my stuff was in his car. So he brought my stuff back to Souplantation and the remaining cast all piled into various cars and went to Eric's, where we attempted to play Monopoly, but ended up watching The Iron Chef and VH1. Some really good laughs. It was a cool atmosphere and I felt completely comfortable around everyone, so I really enjoyed myself. Then we all decided to go to Gelato Vera [practically downtown] so it was some drama fitting everyone into cars, but we got there and were VERY emo and yes. Then Oliver drove us back and I asked him to take me home, 'cause it's been a LONG day on my feet and I'm pretty exhausted.
Very good day. Rehersal in hte dark tomorrow, which is cool, 'cause it'll be pretty chill and I don't have to run around. I think technically we don't have to be there, but it probably wouldn't hurt. I just hope that there aren't spectators there, 'cause it's REALLY distracting and yeah, t he cast really needs this.
One more rehersal and one show with Oliver, then three by myself. I'm a little nervous. It was enough work manning the NW entrance and a bit of the other two, much less all three doors. We really need to get the cue sheets correct and posted.
I think I'm too tired to do work tonight, but I think I'll read Crime and Punishment, to catch up and actually do my homework.
Yes.
Play rocks.
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[07 Feb 2003|11:26pm] |
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I fucking love life!
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| Fucking awesome day |
[07 Feb 2003|11:12pm] |
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SO. Yes. Late start day, woo woo. The kind and lovely Meghann got me a Jamba Juice which lasted through English, where Jenna and I went through a bag of Pirate's Booty and a couple boxes of Smarties.
with eyes are that open my feelings unspoken it's time for the waters to break I know where I should be and I'm gonna make it there I won't let you be my mistake
History was alright, slightly interesting, slightly not. Lunch was quality bitch time with Sara and talking to Jason. Art was slightly amusing, slightly boring.
Rehersal was fun. The charts I made made things a LOT easier and things went really smoothly. And I got some quality fun time with certain people. I'm also befriending more of the cast, which is cool.
Afterwards, I was gonna go with Kirk to the Highlands and see if Robyn was still there, but at the last minute got invited 3 different places with 3 different groups of people, but I decided to go see Chicago with Debbie and Avalon. Debbie dropped us off at the Highlands and Avalon and I ate and had good fun girly times at Daphne's, then we met up with Debbie and went to Jamba Juice where we picked up their friend [Ylanni's older sister...braiin fart, I'm forgetting her name]. We went to insert name here's house and played with her bunny, then to Flowerhill. We went to Pannikin and ran into Mike Hertel, Sam Coad, Chris Richmond, Kathryn [who used to be in our drama class last semester], and a couple other people from that group. We got our coffee and chilled, then went into the movie, which was packed. In there we ran into Becca, Brytava, Roxy and then Pat Lesley, Dan Tracer and Catherine [forget her last name]. Anyway, the movie is fucking RAD. I'm SO seeing it 34398 more times and getting the soundtrack. It'll prolly be another Becca/Lauren movie.
Anyway, then as we were driving back to pick up stuff from Eric and Shao [which we ended up not doing] we saw the HUGE fucking lightening storm going on over the ocean. So we drove to Poseidon in Del Mar and ran around on the rocks and made faces at people in the restaurants and OOOHed and AAAAHed and the fucking INSANE lightening and froze our asses off. THen we blasted funky techo/music ont eh way to 'makeout,' their affectionate name for Torrey Pines Beach on Friday nights after dark. It was PACKED, haha, but we parked and oohed and ahhhed and blasted music and sat and watched the lightening and talked and laughed. More blasting music ont he way back to my house. I got home about 20 minutes ago and I'm stoked.
Fabulous girl's night out. I SO needed that. Tomorrow...rehersal at 12, and I need to talk to Meghann and see if she can give me a ride to the school, else I have to walk 'cause my parents are going to Coronado. Dinner with the cast after the tech rehersal tomorrow [for real this time] and that should be interesting.
Rehersal int he dark on Sunday at 12, and I don't know what we're doing after that. I should probably come and do homework, since I have a shitload and a half and no time to do it tomorrow.
I have to make the callsheets for the rest of rehersals and the performances tonight, so I'm going to scamper off and do that. I have great ideas that Oliver and I formed muahahaha.
Yeah.
Today was awesome.
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[07 Feb 2003|12:50am] |
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What a day.
Robyn, I love you.
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[06 Feb 2003|06:51pm] |
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God, sometimes I just love some people.
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[06 Feb 2003|06:49pm] |
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Hello
Long ass day, again. But it was good, despite my feeling quite under the weather. People cheered me up and I am much thankful for that.
I sat out in Aerobics and re-read the 3 documents that I lost for history. In math, I did the homework, yeah. Lunch was interesting and entertaining, not sure in which order. I'm pissed at myself that I took crap from that cheerleader person. Next time I'm telling her to get the fuck off Mount Olympus. Yes.
Acting was very amusing.
Rehearsal was....a whirlwind. It was the first time neither Oliver or I was on-book--we were behind the scenes the entire time, running back and forth from all 3 exits/entrances, finding people, giving cues, making sure people were quiet, staying at the right place...quite demanding. I need to wear converse from now on because I have to run through the art room and running on completely smooth floors with shoes that have no tread is a BAD idea.
But I felt useful and I'm confident that after...4 more rehearsals [and one show with Oliver there] that I'll be able to handle it. Quite a few people know their cues really well and that's a BIG thanks. I have to be in charge of 51 people. Crazy mother fucking shit.
Yes. But it was a good day and even though I'm going to be up all night tonight, tomorrow should be a good day, too. I just need to keep a positive attitude and keep my priorities right--I need to get my schoolwork done. And stop stressing, because things will happen and I need to focus on other things.
I need to take come Motrin, eat some dinner, and get straight to work. I have NO idea where my parents are, although I'm thinking I probably should, but yeah! Haha.
Sara, I'll bring your book cover tomorrow and say HI to your Mummy from me!
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